It started with a break-up of sorts (it's more complicated than that, but you get the idea) and in the process I lost a friend too (same person), someone I'd talk to nearly every day, about anything. But that's all gone now!
Now most people would feel sad or mad after an event like this, but eventually heal and move on, but I can't! And I'm not being dramatic, I literally can't as I have to see this person every day still. When normally I'd cut contact, I'm stuck still seeing them, and the wound feels as raw as ever, the emotions have not ebbed and I feel broken!
See there it is, the word - Broken! But why do I feel this way? Is it because I think I've failed, that by now I should be ok again? That I was a fool for putting my trust in the wrong person. Probably! But I'm not sure if this "Broken" label is the right one to be pinning on ourselves, because what we're calling broken is just a transition, a period of time which will ebb and become something else.
Am I a little lost, disillusioned and very sad? - Yes!
But will this experience kill me? - Hell No!
And ultimately have I learnt from it? Definitely - Yes!
I feel much like the butterfly we emerge from our chrysalis of pain and are reformed, stronger and ready to take on the world again!
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